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Aug 5, 2012

Kebahagiaanku..



Wandered, loitered, left, mistaken, cried, hurt
Tired, drained, sleepy, annoyed, messed-up, cold, it's all true
The crazy, the wanting, the longing, the insecure, the anxious
The complicated, the dreamed, the possessed, the lost, how do I forget
The sofa you sat on expanded, the music you love stopped
I waited for you till I became an accessory

Mine, yours, his, the good, the bad, the sad
The gray, the blue, the yellow, the sour, the sweet, the bitter, I still remember
The thing I desperately want to forget, the thing I should never forget
I'm thinking about returning it to you, I can't have it, have to let go
How many days has the continental trail carried me
Suddenly, I discover I don't miss you right now

My happiness will come back
As long as I know how deep the love was
Do not ask whether it's worth it or not
My happiness will come back
Leaving is not a choice someone can give another
Leaving is not a choice you can give me

The crazy, the wanting, the longing, the insecure, the anxious
The complicated, the dreamed, the possessed, the lost, how do I forget
The thing I desperately want to forget, the thing I should never forget
I'm thinking about returning it to you, I can't have it, have to let go
I have let go... forgotten it...

Aug 3, 2012

N, aku tahu apa yang dah jadi tak boleh ditarik balik tapi


i don't know whether you would actually go thru my blog again after the argue that night. What i really wanted to say are:

i'm sorry that i forgot your birthday..
i'm sorry for making you listen to all my problem..
i'm sorry that i've always bother you..
i'm sorry for making you worried..
i'm sorry for not taking care after myself even you've remind me thousand times..
i'm sorry that i'm not a good bestfriend..
i'm sorry that i didn't listen to your advice..
i'm sorry that we had that argument..
i'm sorry when i say that i an lives without you..
I'M SORRY THAT I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU!!

*video Undone kat belog aku ni mengambarkan perasaan aku

Feb 21, 2012

Dah 5 tahun ek??

npe 'akak' nk takut dgn saya?? npe 'Cik' xnk bg old N kwn dgn sy dah?? jgn2 'kau' takut ditinggalkan bf tak..dgn aku pn rse tergugat kah?? klau aku nk rampas xpyh tggu lps 5 tahun la, 6 tahun lps mse aku dgn dia knl aku dh ikat dia..tp aku bkn jenis pmpuan mcm ko..


fyi, aku still kwn dgn old N..
n smua lgu2 jiwang old N post kt wall gf dia pnh bg kat aku kdg2 nyanyi life lg utk aku pkl 3 pg..

Feb 19, 2012

Bukan Aku Tak Nak Update..

klau ade sesape yg prasan la, msti xde yg prasan pnye..aku dh lme x update blog..dh 3 bln lebih..aku bukan busy klau busy pun tanggungjwb meng'online'kn diri tu x pnh tggl..umah ade wifi umah sewa ade wifi xde alasan la aku bleh bg..TAPI tetep ade tapinya..aku nk bg alasan gak..aku x update blog sbb aku xreti gne interface bru blogger..ade sape bleh ajr aku???